To death with love

Where do I go now? There IS nowhere else to go to. When one loses their memory, the mundane joins the utmost difficult. Rudimentary every day tasks become quite taxing. A dissipating memory is just about the worst thing possible. Need to see a specialist ASAP, but I’m too depressed, therefore lazy. Self-diagnosed at early onset anterograde amnesia. I will end it simply because i can’t remember jack shit. Thanks for the memories. Haaa see what i did there? okay. bye.